Smoke then Adventure Time

THEN WE INDULGE 

My name is Bailey, and this is 2013

mock poem..

I am Bailey

I am sixteen years old

I am a student, hardly studious

A girl, extremely curious

If I stand tall I am sixty-four inches high

My eyes change color with season passing through the sky

I have difficult brown hair

That is always changing

Sometimes it's long

Though always covered when its raining

Or it's short like a sad mister

Who lives on the streets, regrets that pester 

I am a student, a lady, a child

Almost a woman, but always a girl

I love worn antiques

And soft sighs

I am younger than Storm

Though older than Sky

I love the smell of rain 

And I prefer my tea hot

My coffee invisible

And I love a round of shots

Stars laugh, and sunsets depress me

I'm afraid of birds, I think they're filthy.

I like dirty pallets and dirty paint brushes

I work best in the quiet drone of soft hushes

I play acoustic guitar, poorly, mainly soft indie

But I hate matching socks, order is not within me.

I love cozy rooms lined with art and sliding doors

And because I'm afraid of heights, I'd rather sit on the floor

I like pens, pencils even better

And I wouldn't second guess buying an ugly sweater, 

I spend too much money on sketchbooks and oil paint

And chai tea, no complaint.

I don't believe in god, but pure morals are nice

My children may choose their own faith, though I'll offer my advice

I adore pearls and opal,

And perhaps one day I'd want a vintage ring

A gold ring, inscribed would be the word starling

Not now, I don't need it now

Just one day whenever time allows

I'll have a girl, September, though I'll call her Mae

And a boy, Damian, his name will remain the same

They'll have to wait, the world has no room for them yet

Though hopefully there will come a time, where I can bear my children with no regrets.

Subject to change

I believe woman are equals, though it'll never be so

Not with these degrading mardi gras shows

I know 435 facts about my favorite artist

But I don't understand why he isn't more famous

Melora and Sarah are my high school ideals 

They both have awkwardly sweet sex-appeal

I hate clutter, though I constantly live in it

My love is strong for tattoos and facial hair and schizophrenics

I love reptiles and rodents and feathers free of disease

I read Hayden and Evans and I love watching leaves dance with the breeze

I love wind and mary and early morning cartoons

And folk music and Rasputina and hallucinogenic shrooms

I'd like to be cultured, but I can't help but love Finn and Jake

Though I'm not a fan of Fiona and Cake

I daydream at night

Would that just be considered dreaming?

Even if I'm awake?

I love the wicked, because the world resents them

Now matter how evil, purity can shine through friendships

I hate sirens and boybands, though I'll never escape them

I'm honest, embarrassingly so

My innocence died at nine

Though at fourteen the world consumed me, I left my values behind

I eat too much, and then my stomach hurts, 

And if it were up to me, I'd live my life in a bus, on the road, following concerts
If the world were a stage, Shakespeare was correct
Though the world is no stage, I mean Shakespeare no disrespect
I'm a loner, oh how I hate being lonely
I'm a pessimist, except when I comfort the lonely
  I have morbid nightmares that I adore
And life without them, well it'd be quite a bore
Zeus and Thor are aliens
Their DNA and I are one
I talk too fast then I stutter
But talking slow is no fun
I don't want people to understand me
But they think they do
And they're probably right
Being mysterious isn't easy for me
It's not a trick I can learn over night
I need someone to need me, because I desperately need someone
We may have troubles at first, but it'll be worth it in the long run
I'm a deadly serious artist, in the least serious way
Paintings I paint, their values diminish by the passing day

I never wanted to go to Antarctica, though polar bears are nice at the zoo
I always felt psychosis was a proud issue
And at age five I was determined to tie my own shoes
I'm a Pieces down to the T
I hate coke-cola and stinky feet
And I support the minority
If I were Baptist, I'd be racist
And if I were racist I'd hate myself
I hate the war, but it's unavoidable
As a country I suppose we feel the need to prove oneself
I think I'm in love and sometimes it scares me
But he doesn't, with him I'll always be safe
His love, how it consumes me
I pray this is not only a phase
I'm a winter baby
My birthstone is aquamarine
I just wanted to introduce myself
My name is Bailey, and this is 2013

A Warm Day in January- Tyler Hempfling

The trees and shrubbery are empty like a bar after close
A couple lonely stranglers hold fast to the homes
The other empty bar stools seem ready for life

Left with a feeling of abandoned
They sway and dance like a ballerina on crack
As the warm air warms their limbs
Bursting from within the very life that brings the world so much happiness

It's like a whirlwind of life
A breathe of salvation in the night
It's gotten cold I can feel it in my knees
But this warm comforting day
In the middle of January
It's a brilliant visage of hope and peace

Rehabilitating my hope in humanity
I see a beautiful act of humility
And for a brief moment I flash back to the days of my childhood
Where everyday was a vacation

These warm days remind me the way it felt to wake when I was a child
The days remind me that hope lives here.

Smile Like No One's Around- Tyler Hempfling

Smile Like No Ones Around 

just waiting for a signal 

some way to know the issue 

away from the prison theres a secret spot 

and ive decided to call it home 

it's a place of freedoms and inhibitions

Loyalty and extradiction 

But i dont look back with any regrets 

For they've help me get where ive got and i'm not one 

to pretend that this isn't just a day dream 

This shit's goin down 

I can see it in the mirror 

i can feel it in my bones 

It's coming and going Like a night on the town 

It's like a chilly wind on hot summers eve

Refreshening you and bringing you too life again 

It's Coming And Going Like A Night On The Town

You just have to let go, Smile Like No Ones Around 

Yeah you just have to let it all go Baby, Smile Like No Ones Around 

Star, She Changes Me- Tyler Hempfling

Ive been learning

How to dissappear

Ive been drowning

In a bottle of jack and an open tab

smoked myself to a place of distress

and then you came and cleaned up this mess 

It wasnt easy to let my guard down 

but you chizzled away like a fox on the hunt 

Taking it slow and letting me know

that i was worth your time 

At first i felt like this was the blind leading the blind

but over the days and the nights you showed that you were kind

that you were gentle 

and slowly our hearts they've tangled 

and now i'm losing myself 

and giving it to you 

I know Star, that this isn't what your used too

But ive got a plan and a means 

I promise you we're gunna go so far

Far away from here that we can't see it in the rearview mirror

And the city will start to fade 

As we get further and further away 

We'll get some big open spaces 

and settle down and find a place then 

we can start to raise this family we've always wanted 

Don't think i'll ever forget them Damian

And September And Me and you we'll live forever 

The Path To Happiness- Tyler Hempfling

I look out my window and i see, endless possibility 

I close my eyes and dream of a softer gentle place to rest my weary feet 

Ive been getting the sense you dont want to be descreat 

and well gorgeous, thats okay with me 

Ive been steady searching 

i've been slowly learning 

the pathway into your heart 

The light piercing the dark 

Ive been looking to the corners of the earth 

pretending i could find her 

until i found you 

then you set my world ascew 

Now i want to spend my days worshipping you 

Cause 

Ive been steady searching 

I've been slowly learning, the pathway into your heart 

You're the piercing light under the viel of dark 

You're the sensation up my spine and the keeper of my time 

you've filled a void i have been hence forth trying to avoid 

i've been afraid to feel anything again 

ive been scared so i tried to run again 

but you lassoed me in 

Releasing me from all my qualms 

Freeing me from the ties that bind 

now i just want to sit with you and wait to die 

Make a family and watch the grow 

A New Beginning- Tyler Hempfling

It was a cold day in january 

Something like a fairy tale 

it was between you and me 

So i set the phasers to stun 

i never wanted this to begin 

i never wanted this to end 

all i dug for was something i had never seen before 

all i was searching for what anight with a special girl 

what i found was out of this 

she was burning like a fire 

yet cold to the touch 

she was shining like a diamond 

yet cdidn't have the will to change 

she was burning like a fire yet cold to the touch 

so know i venture unto the chartered world looking so familar 

I search for everything uncover every pillar 

but i cant seem to find her anywhere 

she's out of this world 

It was cold that day 

it was cold that day 

you were born for me 

yeah born for me 

Now i find something so enlightening 

that i can't seem to keep quiet 

I can seem to bring it to the light 

it's name its apartagy 

he's from out of this world 

being so unjoyed that he cant see the light 

he's just her eto break up the fight 

he steals the attention 

like a clown 

a sad clown in a floral gown looking for an excuse 

to misuse everything but me 

He can see 

deep into the future 

e's a being from out of this world 

But don't worry 

i'll protect you 

Sector 1- Tyler Hempfling

The white keys out weight the black 

on my piano as i press the keys it all goes away

 i've been sitting here for days and i can't pull myself away

i don't know whats so eluring maybe it's because my visions alittle blurry 

but i can't see the room of people forming around me 

all i can feel is the shortness of breath 

as all the peasants breathe my air as i calcualate the risk 

I stop for a second and i'm alone again 

Looking around ive been here this whole time 

Some how i never left my home 

lookin to the mirror and i don't see a thing 

I just need the attention 

i just feed of my own misdirection 

ive got to get this together again 

but the puzzle pieces mash together 

and i can't seem to clear my vision 

guiding through my apartment like a apparision 

So i sit back on my piano bench 

and i glide the keys like a gentleman so i'll whisper sweet things to your ears because i know its the only you'll ever hear 

whats truly on my mind again 

its something that i'll never say 

its something that gets in the way 

of everything i want today 

so i'll write a symphany and name it after you 

because you deserve the whole 9 yards 

you deserve so much more 

and i just can't give you all the things 

but i can give you my every being 

so please please stay with me 

Depressing as it may be the metaphors the piano keys 

they are my mind the are my vision 

they're how i see 

its hard for comprimise when you've been lied to 

you become cemented in your own beliefs but you're the first thats spoke to me 

and when i play those piano keys i can feel the god in me 

but thats not what i want to be 

im just a man who has fallen in love with you and know my time has come to the truth 

i love you, and i can't stop 

i dont want to stop you can't make me 

you cant shake me dish it out and i will take it 

but i will always be right here 

alone waiting for you 

to come through in the clutch like you always do. I just wanted the attention of the nation 

now that you're here i just want to watch a television 

and spend some time in the kitchen 

i just wanna write alittle something that actually speaks to you 

nothing about being gangster or finding religion 

but how much i adore you how much i'll never get bored with you. 

the amount you make me soar just from closing my eyes and seeing your smile 

I just want you to know my strong hold has been annihalated 

Unexpected Wishes - Tyler Hempfling

 was looking in the dark for someone to save me 

i found you deep inside the green grass 

i found someone to relinquish me from the the surgies i couldnt perform 

a mas kto save the 

ijust look past this unspoken cover 

to see a world more gentle-er 

i find something soft and free 

i see me 

So i fight until the end to preserve my convidence when you take this all from me 

i just wish there wasa strength i could find 

a special path to the great divide 

i miss you like the summer miss the heat 

i need you close to me 

so please 

please find me under the willow tree 

finding myself again 

find me under the elderly tree learning wisdom about the proficy 

iwish you were here with me 

preserve the ellective parliment 

saving the world from disrepair